This is a page dedicated to my current conclusion of belief and the continuous journey of evolution it will take until the day I depart from this world.
This page is still in progress and I am in the process of rewriting and rephrasing some of my old writing. Nothing posted here is finalised yet and may be outdated.
Reincarnation cycles, karma, archive of babel, fractals, time, everything everywhere. Time splitting. Tree of life fractal. Mechanics of purpose.
Particles disperse and reaccumulate. New formations are then connected through quantum entanglement. Superposition, wave function collapse.
In essence...
Everything, everywhere, exists.
Death is above and outside of time, and so it oversees every timeline.
In the 4th dimension time is not moving linearly, it is total, and it is still.
This is how everything is resolved in death/‘heaven’. Because absolutely every variation of every possible scenario exists.
The scenario where you made the best choice exists, the scenario where you made the worst choice exists. And everything outside and in between.
And so, all is amended when you melt back into the everything, into the endless eternity outside of time. Everything is forgiven. Everything equalises.
Death is the great equaliser.
There is no hell. Source is pure love and balance. And it is your own love that holds you accountable for your actions.
(Saturn exalts in Libra...)
If the frequency of somebody reincarnates back into form on this physical plane, they choose to do so in order to make things right, because they care to, and commit to that journey of learning and evolving.
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I think energy is sent backwards through time and surges through its neighbouring or parallel branches. The mechanism goes forward and backward at the same time. We move forwards physically, but our learning and realisations travel backwards. We are electricity on a universal circuit board, pulsating through each and every wire, every path, every route. We are trees of life growing through every branch of time. Time splits off into an infinite fractal. Time IS a fractal. Death is an illusion. People dont die, timelines do.
We are walking, living, breathing time-pieces. We live in time-brackets, time-rooms each with their own doorways to choose or pass by.
I’m merely interacting with a version of you, and you are interacting with this version of me. There are other versions of us that are experiencing something different.
I can notice all the tiny intricacies of how timelines shift and generate varying results. It's TOO clear to ignore. I am hyper-aware of them now. I can feel them so close to me, as though they are happening in the room next door. Even through all the disasters i've been through recently, and all the ripples that have continued to spin off from that, they have ALL been showing me this same message, teaching me the same lessons. And it all comes back to the same conclusions about timelines and the ripple effect. Its where all logic leads to.
Grief is hard but you can rise above it in learning about the quantum multiverse. When you start to remember the truth, about our own immortality, you can feel the outer layers of existence. You will be sad, you are still taking place in the Time you are in, still locked into this localised observation until you die, but things don't need to be taken so personally... You dont need to hold onto your past mistakes so strongly. Learn from them, but dont hold onto them. You will have another chance. Everything repeats. Do what you can to contribute to and elevate the timeline you're in, wherever you're at.
I believe we may be in the one we're in for a reason, even if our mortal selves cant understand what that reason is. There is a system in place far greater than our comprehension. The force will carve an avenue for something all the time. Free will and fate are intertwined. Everything that could ever occur is happening somewhere, outside the boundary of linear time, simultaneously. You will get to go back and observe it's other variations someday if you want to. You face an infinite amount of realities and deaths that are all equally as synchronised.
So much of it comes down to improving yourself... your own fears, bad habits, and addictions that hold you back from putting that time into something meaningful and good for the soul. The more of that you overcome, the more you align yourself with a higher potential timeline. I think our soul energy scans through our timelines to revise itself in backward motion, something like a computer scanning code. Refining it, advancing it. I was struggling a LOT with my bad habits, avoidance and addictions during 2022. There is a lot of room for things to shift there for the better and change the results of 2023.
The tree is incomprehensibly massive... for example we are located somewhere in the branches where Eric and Dylan did Columbine, the "Columbine Universe". But there is also an entire branch of timelines where they did not. There is a timeline where S never killed herself in 2019. There is a timeline where L never ended her life on the 2023 eclipse. Every life has its own infinite set of timelines. And there are infinite ways it connects to other peoples infinite timelines. But those timeline's timelines are far away from us, not anywhere in our neighbourhood of timelines.
So there must be a reason why we choose the timeline we do. I am observing this specific one... the one I chose to be born in. I have some level of free will over it, but not as much as I am driven by fate. There are ripples and events that extend far before my birth. In my human form I had no say in that, no say in my own birth, no say in W’s death, no say in G's death, and I could have tried to change the result of S's or L’s deaths, but if I didnt and this is where im at now, and I didnt realise what I needed to do until after the fact.. then did I really have a say? Can we help that we become zoned out of things, that things fall into our blind spots? As they say, hindsight is 20/20. Do we get to control what falls into our blind spots, what we forget about? It is impossible to juggle everything all the time, we will always miss something. What do we control if we are HIGHLY influenced by ripple effects?
I don’t think the human brain is immediately capable of such free-will. We are driven by so many unseen forces. What we can do is learn through time, and become more aware of them, illuminate the unknown, and let it change our immediate reactions in the moment. Because when you become aware you become closer to the knowledge of the cosmic self, and that higher self holds a level of power that can only be exercised with awareness. With awareness, you can change things far in advance, and access timelines with a greater level of free will than before. Especially if the awareness is collective. But to become collective it must first start individually and expand its impact. Culture changes with a catalyst.
Our culture can change. Young people dont need to be killing and dying. We can change this by understanding it and acting with compassion and support far in advance. Those in power don't need to be exploiting and corrupting, and making life unbearable for everyone else. Society can be better than this. It is sick, it can heal. Human beings have the capability to create a world that is wonderful and healthy for us, if only people in our culture would realise this and start shifting it individually so it the normalcy of that spreads collectively.
We create our own universes
But they're not seperate, they're connected, threaded together by lifetimes and timelines, and our human brains are simply not able to fathom how giant the universal machine really is.
Time and physicality. Death is outside of time. The Past Is the Future. Timelines. Cycles. Time boxes, time brackets, time portals and eclipses. Infinity rooms. Tessarect.
The right to die. The suicide cycle. Karmic restrictions and dimensions. This is a paragraph of small white text. Will provide some thoughts or insights related to the page.
I don't owe anyone a romantic relationship and I will not be caught dead settling. I am content and FREE on my own. Until the soulmate person is found I will continue to reject every advance I get.
Before I get started on this section of the page, I want to first disclaim that I am not anti-children, not anti-motherhood, and not anti-family in any way shape or form. The last thing I want is for my ideas about this subject to come off that way to anyone. As you will find, I am very much the opposite, and that is why I’ll take this time to express my opinions on the matter. I would define these beliefs as an advocacy for the health of all parties. My criticisms on this subject lie more with the faults in the culture of our society and how it harms families, not the act of having a family itself.
I am inclined to assess it all from every angle. I can and do choose to be more conscious of the dark side of the coin, one that is not spoken about out loud, and elements that have remained a silent experience of suffering that women have endured for generations. The discrepancies in ideas on what parenthood is like, what it does, and what its consequences are, as well as the masks we are conditioned to wear to conceal them, are harmful to both us and the child alike. It should not be idealised, romanticised, or held up to the pinnacle of human achievement as much as it is, because the true data is much harsher and brutally unforgiving in the current climate of living.
The rate at which the positives are spoken about are disproportionate to the reality and in fact act to serve the stigma in speaking up and being educated about all facets of this experience, including the negatives, and the total sacrifice in which women are expected to give.
We live in a world where these realisations are not made clear to us until it comes through personal experience, once we are trapped into that lifestyle permanently with no way of reversing it.
People have died as a result of these influences, cementing generations of grief, and it is best that people go into it understanding both its light and darkness from all directions so that we are best capable of making our own decisions in a state of maximum awareness.
Birth is death, and death is birth.
Birth is as big of a timeline shift as death. Death and birth are one and the same, both are portals, both change the universe to the utmost extreme.
There is no shift that matches the magnitude of a death, but birth. A birth is a death and a death is a birth.
Not to be a pessimist, but a realist. The trajectory of your life changes immediatley and entirely. The introduction of a baby is the death of your prior projects, your previous goals and dreams, your travel plans, your art, your relationships, your freedoms, your agency and your identity. From that moment you become tied to this role for life, anchored to the heaviest responsibility of all, and a vessel of servitude for another human being. It requires all of your time and energy. Unless you damn them to abandonment and life-long pain and trauma, there is no escape. There is no intermission.
To bring a child into this world is a death, it is the death of you, it is the death of the life you had before and all that came with it, and as is the cycle of life, it also marks the death of them.
From the moment they take their first breath, they are dying. Life is death. From the womb to the tomb.
For some people this also occurs extremely literally, resulting in real physical death of themselves, their infant, or both.
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Side note:
If you have any Moon-Pluto influence, BEWARE.
Pluto can bring MAJOR, physical, permanent death and loss when new life comes into the picture. It's in the extremity of the energy exchange, a life for a life, the cycle of life. The energy pushes somebody else out if it is already at capacity. Especially where Pluto is involved. All energy must come from somewhere.
When a universe shifts, it clears something out to make way for something new.
Birth energy is death energy and so the loss becomes noticeable in that transitional period, the gestation or the first years.
When Pluto is involved, a baby can bring forth literal death in the persons life. This will happen to initiate the grief imprint in the chart that is present with Pluto.
Avoiding these Plutonic activations is important.
If you arent careful you could wind up dooming your family to a long line of generational moon-pluto trauma. Once it's there, it is near impossible to remove, it travels down the chain. Not to say people with those placements shouldnt’ exist, but it is generally better to know that you are capable of steering your own direction in avoiding needless harm, and side-step the uncessesary torment for all involved by choosing your own timing under higher levels of conscious awareness.
Pluto is the destroyer and it's energy is densely felt. It is the slowest moving planet and it can take many, many years (decades, centuries) for its energy to come around full circle and make it through the rebirth process.
It is crucial not to act on the ego at these times, lest you witness the embodiment of Pluto's fall. It is a commitment to total ego-demolition; signed in blood.
Both the desire to have children and the fear of death comes from the ego self.
Both life and end of life / absence of life is ego based. Grief is an ego-centric emotion.
Grief is desire in disguise.
I am by no means suggesting this is a bad thing, and am not referring to the ego here in a contemptuous way. It is a completely natural human experience. But it does not change the fact that the emotion comes from the sense of self.
A death only causes grief because those left behind feel they wanted more– more time with that person, more conversations, more memories, more opportunities. They dont get to be in the same place as the person, they dont get to know what they went through in the experience of dying, and don't have the same knowledge as them about where you go afterwards. They might not get to make amends, or say goodbye, and so on. There's a separation.
People are only sad because of what *they* lost, and from their projection of what should have happened instead. Their sorrow is based in what they no longer have in their lives, and what they feel they should have had, or what they feel the person who died should have had. It comes from the lack of control they have over what they want or what they imagine should be, all the chances they didnt have or didnt take, the regrets and the what if's. It is an honest observation to state that it is inherently ego-centric in nature.
Birth is the same.
To have sex, create, reproduce, conceive life and bear children is intrinsically egocentric. Its motivations are always rooted in self-seeking desires.
People often say it is selfish not to have children.
This is not true. It is actually the opposite.
It is an inherently selfish act to have children, because you are doing it for your own motivations.
If having a family is something you wish for, think about its undertones for just a moment.
Now listen. "*I* want a child because… I want, I want, I want."
Its all for the self.
It doesn’t matter who you are, what you’re like, or what circumstances you’re in. Children are always wanted for self-serving reasons.
And if you have a child/children, be honest, what was the reason you decided to have them? What was it that you desired out of the experience? If it was a total accident or unexpected surprise, what was the reason you decided to keep them?
Underneath it all, the decision was made because there was something the parent wanted out of it. Or they justified it in their head as being in the child's interests, when really it was theirs. Even if that 'want' was simply just to avoid the grief associated with termination and the loss of potential futures. The fetus isnt conscious or capable of thinking or having opinions yet, so it isnt affected if an abortion is had, its only the parent who is affected. Again, it comes down to what *they* wanted for themself.
There are a lot of reasons people ultimately choose to have children, but it always comes back to this. The point of creation comes from their sense of self and their own imaginings or idealisations of the future. I do believe an overwhelming amount of people jump into this lifestyle without thinking about whats best for the child and its long term care.
*Side note: this is why narcisism and abandonment is so common in parents.
To demonstrate, i'll elaborate with some real-life examples.
You can apply this to many more scenarios, this is by no means an exhaustive list. I wanted to list a few from across the spectrum so it's made clear what I'm attempting to explain. You will find that the same ego-theme prevails even in any of your own personal motivations and story. The same applies to death. No one is above it, it is a shared human experience.
My point in saying this is to show that many people make this choice with their own interests in mind, not because it is what is truly best for the child and their quality of life.
The one option that breaks away from this is through means of adoption. This comes from a place of selflessness, to use ones energy and resources in helping an existing child in need, without caring if they had come from their own flesh, blood and DNA. If done with good intentions, this does not fall into the same ego-centric category. (though there are exceptions that depend on the motivations of the person looking to adopt.)
The choice to have (or not to have) a child is something that every person should have the right to. (unless due to outlying circumstances such as child-harming crimes or critical overpopulation). I believe it would be a human rights violation to take that choice away. I am pro choice.
However that does not mean we should not be well educated and culturally held to a standard. A great deal of responsibility and accountability is required in making these decisions. It is crucial to avoid unecessary pain and trauma.
Popular question: Is anyone truly ready?
People often say, “you will never truly be ready”, “the only time is now”, “you can never be ready so just do it”, “you’ll never be ready so stop waiting”. “You may as well do it now” “now is as good of a time as any”.
This is a LIE.
As a woman and as an astrologer I'm quite sickened by this attitude as it is so abhorrent in this context...
There is no “fake it til you make it” when you are toying with the upbringing of an entire human life.
This is a path that requires wisdom and maturity, preparation, planning, and support. It is okay to admit that it's not the right path for everyone. That's natural diversity in action, necessary for the health and balance of an ecosystem. We all fill in each others gaps by taking on different roles.
Sure, you may never be 100% ready, and thats fine. But you can be more or less ready, and this DOES affect the trauma generated in both yourself AND your child. And extends out to every other person you know in your life. It sets the ripple effect in motion and that is a permanent fixture. You are the one crafting their reality and branding them with it for the rest of their lives. It needs to be within reason.
You yourself are the result of your choices, your parents choices, your parent's parents choices before them, all the way back through to the beginning of time. You are born into the circumstances that came before you. And that shapes you.
If you are doing it with love, you are doing it with logic. You are doing it with honesty.
True love is to care about them before they are even concieved. And showing care is to assess not only yourself, but also the environment and its risks before bringing them to life on this earth. This should be common sense, as it's what's best for the child's health and wellbeing, and is also vital in the success of the system as a whole.
While this phrase “you’re never truly ready” might apply to some areas of life, it has since been weaponised, used MOST COMMONLY in conversations about childbirth. It is now being used to persuade women into having babies as soon as physically possible and to stifle their inner voices in times of uncertainty or questioning– without even allowing them the grace to fortify their OWN standing, find their OWN identity, or to stabilise and empower themselves in life independently ahead of time.
Life will never be perfect but you have the power to decide the outcome for better or for worse, and that technique is mastered in the timing.
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– Portals and gatekeepers of life and death
- Trust women's instincts
- Assessing environment, healthy or unhealthy
Another aspect of my thoughts on this subject is in the sustained level of confidence required in the person it is done with.
The only way this can truly be examined is to journey through life together with someone in all other areas, and to practice discernment through those lived experiences– observing the reactions, behaviours and power dynamics that are revealed over time. Living in close arangements and undergoing elements of strain and stress should be enough to serve as a clear filtration process when evaluating the chemistry between two people, and ultimately making a well-informed decision about your futures.
Process that leads to most success:
- Be with partner for at least two years
- Live with partner for at least one additional year
- Travel overseas with partner
- Foster a puppy with partner
- Spend a significant time apart and at a long distance to see what changes and settles. Does absence make the heart grow fonder, or does it bring more peace to be apart?
- Experience death and see if grief is compatible with partner.
This is to give the relationship time to expose all its facets, and to test its long-term viability before committing to it with a permanent tether.
*WORK IN PROGRESS*
- Portals and gatekeepers of life and death
- Trust women's instincts
- Assessing environment, healthy or unhealthy
- Pro choice, birth control, protection, abortion
- Pluto in Aquarius population birth rates dropping
- 4B movement
- Reproductive laws
- Exerting control
- Printing humans, workers
- Capitalist living system
- Transactional society, energy is time, human harvests
- Resources/Energy
- Parasitic symbiosis
- Toxic dynamics, emotional abuse
- Generational trauma
- Vulnerability
- Exploitation
- Capitalism relies on emotional sacrifice, trauma, and neglect to sustain itself
- Support network's support
- Village
(need to make a seperate page for this)
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We live in a matrix within a matrix. The first matrix is the matrix of our physical reality here in the 3rd dimension. It is the sensory experience of being alive. The second, is the framework of the culture we find ourselves in and its established power dynamics. For us in the 21st century it is capitalism.
Capitalism is a pyramid structure. I do not mean this as a conspiracy, I mean it as a mathematical guarantee. Resources are finite and money is a number value which can be counted. Therefore capitalist society is a pyramid, with a top 1% and 0.001% of people who buy everything and everyone else underneath them. It is this small 'elite' group of human beings I refer to as 'them' throughout this page.
- More in the working class than on top
- Power of the people
The true meaning of a militant force and the purpose for its existence has been lost on a toxic and insecure patriarchal colonialist society.
The military should be working to aid and defend the citizens of this earth and nothing more. Their priorities should be in helping people in the face of natural disaster, or extreme events. It should live up to its name as a DEFENCE FORCE.
The military has instead been twisted into a weapon of invasion and mass destruction used to conquer and pillage other lands and kill people in the name of a leader who has sold their soul for wealth and power.
*Recruitment scams to minors in highschool. Centers are built opposite schools. Offering money to take advantage of the poor. Poverty artificially created to be funneled into war. All a part of the system.
*Obedience. Breaking people. Follow without question. Robot people, drones.
There is a scene in the World Trade Center movie where the main character is being pulled out of the rubble and carried by the chain of hundreds of people who rescued him. There's a line in it I love, when they find them stuck– "Don't leave" “We’re not leaving you buddy, we’re marines, YOU are our MISSION.”
This is what the military is meant to be for. Helping people, rescuing people. Not killing them. Only instead of the disaster being man-made, militaries should be for natural disasters we face on earth. And to support each other in natural crisis. Not fuelling the endless back and forth war cycle. In an ideal world nurtured by a different cultural norm, and a world where everyone's basic needs are being met, attacks like 9/11 wouldn't happen in the first place.
* Add paragraph here about leaders and what they should be, what traits a real leader has. Leaders VS bosses and rulers.
Schools (as they are currently) are a program designed to train youth for a capitalist society. It’s designed to funnel people into one of three things: the workforce, the military, or prison. They are built to turn people into employees, soldiers, or criminals. The bonus option is death. There are some sub-categories, but everyone falls into a form of those three.
No matter what, you’re a puppet on a string. You might think you’re free, but you’re only playing the role they want you to play. It all leads back to their benefit.
There’s a reason why they get you to sit down in rows under fluorescent lights, surrounded by fences and walls, with your back straight, feet on the floor, holding a pencil in what they deem is the ‘correct form’, follow dress code, stop talking back, obey authority without question, do what they say when the bell tells you to do it, sing the national anthem, recite the pledge of allegiance, tolerate top-down hierarchical abuse, and line up to eat cafeteria food that is sourced from the same companies as prison food.
Homework is given to introduce the concept of overtime work without pay or compensation. Read the name itself, HOME + WORK
They force you to attend through your entire childhood/youth and the only thing you get out of it is a piece of paper that states whether you are up to standard or not, whether you were compliant enough, whether you had the ability to copy and produce what they wanted from you.
The current education system is a brainwashing system. We are being farmed. We humans are the most valuable “livestock” of all.
The rulers of this world harvest our energy and have set up a system to ensure it all goes where they need it to be. NONE of this is natural. Youth can see through all this, they are rebellious against authority for a reason. It’s not a phase. They are seeing with fresh eyes. It’s the stage of clarity before they’re squeezed through the system as an adult and possessed by apathy.
As capitalism falls, so too will traditional school systems, and our entire idea of how education should be.
Add more here about alternate schools, other forms of education, and personal experience. Home schooling and isolation can also lead to indoctrination and cults. Public education is necessary but needs to be reformed to center around a healthy and natural human civilisation, not a capitalist machine.
People have been pointing out lately how colour is disappearing from our world. It’s true, but that’s not where it stops. This is a war on DIVERSITY.
Think about it. There are countless examples where variation is being eliminated, down to the finest of details. Besides the wars on human diversity, architecture is all the same, interior design is the same, cars are all the same, clothes are all the same, everybody buys the same mass produced products, everything is white, grey minimalist. Bland, barren, lifeless, soulless. Blades of grass can’t even grow at different lengths or else you are penalized by law. Yes, even lawn and garden culture is a part of this indoctrination. No variation allowed. Human-approved box hedges and grass carpets ONLY.
Biodiversity has been under attack for a long time now. No leaf can be out of order. It’s the perfect symbol to show how our entire society operates. Nothing on this Earth is allowed to grow and live naturally in its own unique glory. There is an obsession with control. Nothing can be outside the established ‘norm’. Because the norm is most convenient for profit.
Colour is disappearing because diversity is disappearing. Diversity is being eradicated.Diversity is demonized because it’s not robotic, and this society is building an army of carbon-copy robots. Anything that doesn't fit the mould is considered defected, rejected, worthless, and is destroyed. (unless it can be be enslaved and exploited). Why? Because diversity is unpredictable and untameable. Diversity is rebellious. It doesn’t obey the “rules”. It follows no instruction book.
So they weaponize diversity against us. They turn diversity into division. They turn division into war. They trick us. They snatch our souls. Our psychological vulnerabilities are exploited to control us. Human minds are conditioned through ego and arrogance to treat otherness like it is divisive, and to fight it like it’s our enemy. It’s always One VS the Other. Because it is PROFITABLE to the 1%. War is the very foundation of this pyramid scheme we know as capitalism. We are manipulated to conflict with each other and with the natural world around us, and work as the cogs in the machine that keep this system running.
Anyone with a basic understanding of nature knows that diversity is ESSENTIAL for a healthy environment and balanced world. And there is no such thing as superiority/inferiority. All beings play equally important roles in an interconnected ecosystem that fills the gaps in each other’s strengths and weaknesses. Diversity nurtures creativity, imaginative potential, critical thinking, self autonomy, individualism, personal power, strong relationships, cultural enrichment, healthy environmental + social connectivity and spiritual strength. These are all the things they do NOT want you to have. They are trying to rid you of these things. The rich are trying to turn you into drones. A bunch of unfeeling, unseeing, unthinking sleepwalkers. Do what they say, be what they tell you to be, don’t think for yourself. Everybody needs to be the same, straight off the factory’s conveyer belt of good little robot citizens.
Pluto in Aquarius will bring a big “robot awakening”, both literally and figuratively. Not only will computer AI be officially declared conscious & sentient during this time, but masses of human beings will wake up out of their sleep walking drone-states. The human psychology has been hacked for some time, hypnotized, and you have been in a process of being put to sleep. This entire world is the product of programming.
This will also lead into the upcoming revolution of education and the student + teacher rebellion.
Allow grass to sway in the wind. Allow the wildflowers to grow. There are no weeds, unless they are invasive.
Don't worship anything. There is no such thing as superiority and inferiority. Worship is an antithesis of equality. This is why organized religion wants you to worship. Because they are training you, conditioning you to operate in a lifestyle of inequality, and to worship an "authority", to devote to a higher power without question, and to fear it if you don’t. They want you to worship 'God' because they are training you to worship this pyramid hierarchy.
The 'God’ they speak of is THEM (the people in power). They use the name 'God' as a disguise for their own ego. So they, along with all their ideologies, can be uplifted to a 'god-like' status in the physical realm, reigning self-proclaimed all-mighty "supreme power" over us all. This is why the corruption of the church is intwined with the corruption of capitalism. And why it's never separate from politics/the state, even though it's supposed to be. It's all the same beast. The very idea of supremacy is a lie, it doesn't matter which angle you see it from. It's a concept used to manipulate people psychologically into playing this game and sustaining the system that upholds this pedestal.
One of my favourite quotes: "Even if God really did exist, it would be necessary to abolish him!"
In reality, everything in the Universe is equal. Everything you do will cycle back around to you in the end, in this life or the next. What you give to your environment is what you will eventually receive. Because you are NOT separate from the network around you. You can love and care for the entities that exist, both energetic and physical, understand their great importance and work together with them, without worshipping them or seeing them as a superior. It is not a compliment to be "god-fearing", and "obedience" is a red flag word. There is no such thing as a “supreme being”. Superiority and inferiority do not exist because they are an illusion of the ego. Knowing this is a sure way to avoid cults and cult mentalities.
Leo ruled by the Sun = the self, the ego, the ego can be blinding
Sun exalted in Aries = a threatened ego creates competition and war
Neptune exalted in Leo = hierarchical worship is an illusion of the ego
Neptune fallen in Aquarius = shattering the illusion and seeing our oneness as a network, the fragments of a whole
All energy in the Universe, and all its forms, are equal in their worth. No role is more or less important than another. There are higher and lower perspectives of awareness, but there are no ‘lesser’ or ‘greater’ beings. We are all fragments that make up the same whole. Like shattered pieces, it doesn’t matter its shape or size, they all connect perfectly and are equally as meaningful. All pieces come together to complete the big picture. Just as the atoms in our body make up the oneness of us, we make up the oneness of the Universe.
Holding others to a higher or lower esteem takes power away from yourself. Empower yourself with the understanding that we are all in collaboration with one another. Forget worship, and think teamwork. The greatest form of power comes in unity. Inequality only exists in the physical realm because of the unequal distribution of finite resources, and the power dynamics that come with it. That does not extend anywhere outside of the physical.
The perception of superiority is only relative to the ego, the sense of self. It's not real outside of that. You might say a human is more important than an ant, but that's because you are a human. A human isn't important to an ant. It's only from our perspective that a human matters more, because we grow personal bonds with other humans, and it affects us directly. Again it is based only on your sense of self. But it's an illusion, because everything, energetically, is equal.
In the grand scheme of the Universe, the vastness of space, and the entire history of the ecosystem on earth, a human is no more or less important than an ant. And a ‘God’ is no more or less important than a human. We are all playing critical roles in this process of evolution. Deities and spirits may seem like they have a higher awareness than us, but we have that same awareness. The only difference is we are spell-bound to amnesia while here on this earth.
So no, don't worship anything. Instead, put your energy into understanding our universe as an equal web consciousness. Not an ego consciousness. You ARE a god. We are ALL gods. We are all "God". ‘God’ is the Universe, the Universe is a web.
Pluto fallen in Leo = ego conflicts, power tripping, unequal power dynamics, false supremacy, trauma that is generated by inequality, insecurity and the illusion of superiority and inferiority
Pluto exalted in Aquarius = collective empowerment, understanding that we are ALL powerful, that our actions cycle back around to us in the end, and that the greatest form of power comes in unity.
